You are both rational and emotional. You value creation and discovery, and feel strongly about what I create. At best, you're innovative and intuitive. At worst, you're scattered and unpredictable.
1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter. 2. List (and upload or link from YouTube) 5 songs you love that begin with that letter. 3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.
So yeah, Otakon 2010. Not sure how i feel about it.
On one hand, yeah, conventions are always fun no matter what, but it really just felt like... something was missing this year. My roommates were all awesome people and I enjoyed their company a lot, but other than them I didn't make too many new friends. Sad.
Do you generally like or hate when people take photos of you? Do you feel anxious when friends post pictures of you online? Is your first inclination to link to them or hide them?
I can't stand how i take everything to heart. even the most minor of things seem to set me off on some kind of stupid tangent of self-loathing. I get paaranoid. and overall... I just get fucking stupid. Even the most minor of things make me hate the world. The general public being jerks? Brings me down and somtimes just ruins my day. I fuck up in a game? Boy, I'll never let myself live it down. I get called out on my own stupidity. Again.
It feels like something has taken hold of me and just keeps smashing my face into the ground.
Maybe I've just spent too much time "in". I don't know .
The one person I can never seem to forgive is myself.